Ora Ora makeup/code test, Bad nights, Dance updates

 Yo!

As promised heres my post for today!

I did alot today so expect another ramble <3

So! I finally finished learning Akaris solo today!! It got a little difficult at the end but I finished learning in an hour!

Tomorrow will be the time to practice and clean whilst thinking of a script for when i film it!

Im so excited because its such a cute simple dance and I have a few ideas already!!

Other than that im ssososoosososos excited to start learning Apple Pie either tomorrow or friday I havent decided yet! The song is 100% addictive

Buuuut im cutting it to the 2nd verse - end with adjustments to the dance break to make it cute instead of sexy 

Either way im so excited! Once I finish those up ill work on deco boco and my kpop random dance list!

Moving on... I finally got into gal!

Since i had alot of free time tonight I decided to have a small gal night to myself <3

I watched the latest egg videos and researched Ora Ora alot before doing my own Ora Ora look! It was hard since I only had what was in my closet but it was fun! 

I hope one day I can give this substyle more justice than I did today lol! It came out more reiwa "etan" esque than Ora Ora i think?

My make was based off this tutotial! I followed this back when I was first getting into gal, so it was fun to try it again <3

Its not the same, but it was still fun!

Heres some fun inspo pics I feel in love with while searching!!

Im much more hozu than miipochi (pale af lol) but i still fell in love with her look <3 

This blogpost helped me choose my code as well!

I was so mad my brown track suit was dirty because it would have worked so much better!! ;;;

Anyways it was a fun project for me even if it wasnt all too great

it felt really nice to branch out of my agejo hole and do something completely new, with clothes i never wear. I think ill do this again next week!

what substyle should i study next?

Actually despite the fun stuff of today, I had a really rough night and just felt really upset with myself and overall down in my mood. 

Its hard because I beat myself up so hard over things instead of acknowleding my wrong doings and forgiving myself, yet working to make sure i grow and do better the next day. 

So here i am telling myself that its ok to make mistakes!! Its bound to happen time to time, as long as i work hard to make tomorrow a better day. I shouldnt just drown in the sadness and disapointment, but work harder!!

Ive got this! Tomorrow will be a better day than today even if just a little!

and if your day was rough today as well, dont beat yourself up about it! Each day is a new start to have a better day! Im proud of you for making it through today! 

Ok thats all today! I hope i can blog tomorrow but im not sure ill have much to talk about! Maybe a friday blog for thurs and fri combined? We will see!! 

Thanks for reading guys! 

see you soon~

Im back! New start in cosplay, gyaru, life updates

Yo!

So... Its been a while lol lets talk about it!

I honestly started feeling like blogging was a chore, especially with how little I was doing weekly regarding gyaru. I had nothing to talk about so I just kinda fell out of it.

However I really miss blogging! It was so much fun and helped keep my gyaru spirit alive even when I couldnt get all dolled up every single day. So im returning to blogging!

But!! Im going to make some changes to the blog. 

1) I will post abt everything! Like a diary as opposed to only gyaru related stuffs

2) I will TRY to do daily or every other day posts, of varrying length and I wont be talking about it on my insta or anything

I hope these changes are alright! With that being said I have sm to talk about!

So ive been gone for a while, and most of that is due to school becoming really hectic. I just completed my junior year which leaves me with sm time to dedicate to blogging and my special interests again!

another reason is cosplay :D

After almost a two year "break" from cosplay I finally found my love for it again after this years ALA. Ive been eagar to take it seriously and get back into it in hopes of growing a new acc and getting back into the socal anime scene! 

Its been choooo much fun 

The socal cosplay community is totally welcoming and close, and tbh i really missed that durring the pandemic! Ive been meeting so many lovely people and regaining alot of old friendships/moots!

On that topic, Today was hectic af

Ive been working on buying ALLL my ax stuffs and its actually so stressfull lol... my lineup is taking a few hits so right now its:

Akari tsujino 

Rizu kyun maid ver

and thats it :/ I was planning on nekopara, however the costume is on presale for my size :( so maybe ill do a closet cosplay for vanilla? just wig and something cute? 

Either way I started learning Akaris solo today as well :D

its been so fun omg

Its a really easy dance so i cant wait to finish it tmmr and clean up before ax! I have a toooon of dances to learn before ax so i gotta work fast ;;

Other than cosplay I have plans to get into gal either tmmr or thursday! Its been hard to find time in between sleeping in, working out, taking naps, and spending time with friends but I wanna commit myself to doing one gyaru look a week

Ive been feeling v pa gal these few months but ive come to accept that just because i cant dress up or put on makeup every single day doesnt make me any less gyaru. 

i guess thats why im blogging again! to feel that gyaru spirit even when im in my pajamas lol

its hard but im growing to accept this and im also trying to incorpate gyaru into everyday so i dont neglect it!

I tend to hyper focus on my hobbies one at a time which can be v destructive as i get burnt out or tired, so Im forcing myself to spend time on both cosplay and gyaru! I dont want to burn one out and only focus on the other!

Im thinking for my next code ill go through my ageha's and choose a hairstyle, make, and outfit inspo to inspire me! im excited <3

Should i do a boom update This week? 

The blog was very rambly this time around I hope thats alright <3

But this was fun! Im excited to get back into blogging and treat this more as a diary to talk about my daily life and thoughts!

Ill see you guys either tomorrow or thursday!